fredag den 13. september 2013

Political issues, yo

Image: Welcome to the internet page on fb

Listening to: Hold Me Lonely Boy (KarmaK Re-edit) by Norma Jean (as heard on the Zulu ads...)

Hi everybody! ("i'm doctor nick...")

I'm back yet again. We started the school week with gymnastics, and we went running up and down metallic stairs next to our high school. Some people twisted their ankles, and some even tasted blood. Fuck, I'm starting to believe that our teacher is a small Duracell bunny, she may even run in her sleep.
We've also had a lot of biology and... umm.. "classic studies" and it's ok. Many of us believe that classics should be a sub category to history or social science or even religion.

We made some brain stuff in psychology.



Tuesday we got our picture taken and I came in very late because I did my makeup real quick in the school bathroom. Silly me, can never get up on time. Our "silly pic" is my class being fatties with pillows for stomachs + pizza, chips, cola and so on.
I would like to look like this:

But I'm probably gonna end up like this:


Wednesday I was with Rebecca out to hear a presentation about the bloody drug war and Mexico/USA conflict by Ebbe Fischer. MOS, our spanish teacher, suggested it, and it was nice :) 




All instagram images are from my personal instagram.

You can hear/download the full presentation and discussion here for free:





Anyway, this post will be about government and politics. As you can see in the picture above, "Welcome to the Internet" posted this political comic on Facebook. It's a cow about to be slaughtered, it doesn't matter if it goes to the left or to the right; it's the same deal. I can sorta feel this. 
But the comment "Just go fucking backwards" interested me; what did he mean by that? There are many forms of going back, and I don't think going back to the patriarchy/racist/old fashioned times would work. I do see the thing with going back to times when people weren't under such a huge government; that is just my point of view, I'm not 100% sure what political ideology I follow because I feel that each party probably has its ups and downs, but for now I feel kinda "libertarian/anarco capitalist/a bit conservative" ish. 

I think there are many blurred lines (*i know you want it*) in subjects such as politics, but I do believe in legalization of drugs (I think it's bad for your body to take them tho), smaller state, free market, the right to abortion, green energy and marriage equality. 
I don't believe violent games/films/music causes violent people. I'm against circumcision because the individual is not old enough to know what's going on - I've even debated in my head if it's ok to baptize children and take them to church at a young age. I'm against religion, but I don't mind what people believe in. I think that people with really severe handicap/illnesses shouldn't reproduce, for themselves, the child's and the society's sake (but of course, no forcing! it's up to themselves). 
I'm also ok with nuclear power, as long as it's done right (it's better than fossil fuel IMO). I'm against treating people inferior because of their gender, looks, race, religion, status, job etc - I respect people based on how they act, not on some non relevant factors. I'm not sure about death penalty; but if I am, it has to be a really serious crime and it has to be 100% factual that the person did it.

I'm actually not sure how I feel about democracy - I know that it's better than dictatorship etc. but I'm not sure if it's the best choice to put power in something just because the majority says/thinks something about it. 
Image: http://www.biostim.com.au/news/Democracy-Two-wolves-and-a-sheep-voting-on-whats-for-dinner/

I believe that people should be able decide for themselves, and do whatever they want as long as it doesn't harm/hurt others. I like to discuss political and ethical issues with people if they want to; hell, very few of my friends think the same as I do. I think it's boring to surround yourself only with people that you have something in common with, you don't get to challenge yourself and them. Life isn't always a circle jerk.


What do you think about politics? What do you think about government? What countries do you think are doing it right? :)

Image: http://www.feelingeurope.eu/Pages/ideologies.html



Here are my results of the political party test: http://www.politicalcompass.org/test



That was all I had to say for now! Have a nice weekend, see you soon.
P.S., today I chose my SRP subjects (english and biology!) holy shit! i'm hella nervous!


– Lé Vici 



lørdag den 7. september 2013

Cozy Saturday Blog

Image: http://englishhelponline.me/2011/03/09/adjective-cozy/

Listening to: Puppets by Depeche Mode, The Next Day by David Bowie and Radioactive by Imagine Dragons

Whaddup errybody! Seems like I only get to write to y'all at the weekends, right? Yeah because school is back, and has been for many weeks now. That means no more living in the night, getting up at 2 PM, eating snacks all the time, watching cartoons (south park 4ev) and so on. That means being tired as fuck, writing assignments which bore you to death, learning bullshit and dealing with people you cant stand. Or actually, you cant stand being with people because it... wears you out, mentally. 

Anyway, this is saturday! SO IT'S PARTY TIME Nah, it's me time, I do what I want. It's a cozy day :)
Parents are doing some re-modelling at home, bigbro is chilling and me, I am taking a break from my danish assignment which is a feature story. I don't like that. I like essays better, because... well, you're reading my blog. That's an answer in itself. (means I have a load of crap in my mind)
I woke up at 9:30 I think and ate salmon for breakfast. I watched some Amazing Atheist vids because I like the responses he makes. I'm also surprised he (TJ) has like 80-90% males watching and so little females. ( here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qVd7O7eamFU )

And I have to watch Sin Nombre as spanish group work, write an english assignment on some shit, a biology assignment on chlamydia etc. Monday we're having gymnastics (as of which I GOT SICK last time and it's not worth it) and if it rains, imma be out, nope, i'm not gonna do that again. I loathe gymnastics, it's so humiliating and hard to do and gross.

Tuesday we're gonna have our 3.l class picture taken! :) And we're thinking about dressing up :p

I also wanna watch the new Breaking Bad episodes + maybe get into Dexter, White Collar, Psych etc. Our TV is broken so I'll wait till we buy a new one. So many choices! And I also haven't found headphones that I loooove - I want something light, not too expensive, a little pretty, a little noisecancelling (but not too much since I'm riding bikes all da time no wanna get runovah)... I think I could buy these Sennheiser PX 200 ii or somethin'
Image: http://koptelefoonkopenreview.nl/product/sennheiser-px200-ii-review/



Here are some pics I took because I felt like it:


Painted my nails purple yesterday, ya dig? And I dyed my brows - am I Cara Delevinge yet?! ;)


Dad gave me these sort of things to drink of, I think they're bloody stupid, yet good for the environment


Look! I'm straightening my hair! I have honestly never done that until 2013... And hey, also, my natural haircolour is coming back


Do I look nice without my bangs? I had bangs for 17 years and decided that I wanted to see what I look like without them (or it?) It was very high maintenance :(


+ Made this bracelet like a month ago (pearls from Tiger, a fancy boutique and second hand shops, wax tread from Poland umm like 60 cents for 2 meters in think) 
and guess what! six of the pearls  glow in the dark ^_^ 



Enjoy your weekend, I look forward to writing more elaborate blogs in the future. And about shit that matters. Bye <3 br=""> – Lé Vici 

onsdag den 28. august 2013

Miley Cyrus – good or bad?



First of all I would like to say that I'm not a Miley fan, I only know like 5 songs she has sung (including the Jolene cover). I used to hate her back then.
Okay... so everybody has been talking about the performance Miley Cyrus gave at the VMA 2013 some days ago – and I do understand why. We all do. 


But a lot of people are saying that she is a slut and to them I ask;

– How does a performance show who she is in private? It's like believing that reality tv stars are like that at home.

– Even if she was a slut, how does that effect your life? Does she decide what you can and can not do?

– If you see someone do something, do you do it? If you see a violent movie do you go out and kill someone? People should not always use celebrities as their role models for life decisions.

– What about Madonna? Britney? Xtina? Lady Gaga? Rihanna? Katy Perry? Jennifer Lopez? And everyone else who have performed in almost no clothing and transformed from child star to teen/adult pop?

– Wasn't it entertaining? People can barely remember that Lady Gaga and N*Sync showed up.

– Okay, it wasn't appropriate for small kids but 1) should they watch VMA in the first place with all those other sexual artists + videos and 2) I don't think those kids are Miley's target anymore.

– Do you realize that you are bringing her views and searches by watching/writing about her?

– It's her show. She was probably asked/paid to do it and she's relevant. Why can't she decide how to perform? Does Marilyn Manson change his performances because some people dislike them? Does Rihanna, who's show is very much like this?

– Would you react different if it was some hot male singer/actor with no shirt on grinding with beautiful women?


It's not that new, too be honest.

Madonna at Blond Ambition Tour

Britney Spears at VMA

Christina Aguilera


Rihanna at the Grammys

Jennifer Lopez & Pitbull

Lady Gaga Heavy Metal Lover live

Lady Gaga

My personal opinions
On the performance: It was weird, and trashy. It too much, and over the top. But I kinda liked it, because she looked like she had fun and didn't give a fuck. It's pure shock value in my opinion and she is getting a fuck load of attention from this "stunt".

On "We Can't Stop" song: At first it sounded very generic, but after a while it grew on me and it's stuck in my head. Especially the "might get some na OH!" and "la da di da di we like to party" parts. It's catchy. But the lyrics are stupid at times. And empowering at other times. + Her voice is better for "Jolene" songs.

On the WCS video: It's beautiful. I really like it, even tho I know it's 100% random, product placement and sex appeal. It looks good. There's a lot going on there.

On her look: She looks awesome. She has a nice body. I love her style at the moment, she has nice skin and natural makeup. She has a very youthful and androgynous look to her. It looks unique and she is rocking the hurr.
+ She looks a bit like the Olsen twins. She doesn't really have an ass. And she should learn how to keep the tongue inside her mouth sometimes.

















Image: http://www.chicagonow.com/so-you-have-a-girlfriend/2013/08/12-things-miley-cyrus-could-have-done-2013-vmas/

Image: http://www.gotceleb.com/miley-cyrus-2013-iheartradio-ultimate-pool-party-in-miami-beach-2013-06-30.html/miley-cyrus-2013-iheartradio-ultimate-pool-party-in-miami-beach-05

Image: http://www.popsugar.com/latest/Billboard-Awards



What do you think? :) 

– V

lørdag den 17. august 2013

Being a Loner

Image from AgentXPQ's video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MjxggGYHYOk

Hello there! I came home from Poland (and Ukraine) some weeks ago and I started in school again (in 3.l!) three days ago. I hope you've enjoyed your summer :) I'm home alone right now and thought I would share some quick thoughts. Nope, my parents came home now... Oh. Okay I'll go on.


Through high school I feel like I've gone through some stages:

2011-2012 1.g: the weird hyperactive colourful girl (I acted like a child and talked a lot)

2012-2013 2.g the depressed revengeful girl (I acted sad and I argued with people, I also changed class because I wanted people with higher working standard)

2013-2014 3.g: the ??? girl


I'm 18 years old now, but I've never felt my real age. I always feel like I'm either 10, 40 or 80... And I also feel like I'm neither a girl or a boy, I somehow feel "genderless" if you can call it that. I also don't fit in anywhere, and I have 2-3 friends whom I trust more than anyone else.
When I'm in school I don't really talk/say anything unless I'm spoken to or someone needs help. Many students have thought I was angry, shy, weird, insane and the teachers worried I might have some mental problems. To this I ask:

– Is it bad to be alone by choice?
– Is it good to force people through "painful" and useless interaction?
– Who am I and what is identity?
– Are you only worried because I'm a fairly good looking female? I've seen many "average" or bad looking boys and girls being alone not getting anyone worked up about them. Shallow fucks people are.
– Can I be an individual in this world of high school? Or do I have to be judged by the people you are surrounded by?
– Do I have to like parties and drugs and specific music/clothing to be normal?

I used to feel bad for walking around alone, reading/working/listening to music. But I've read about it, watched some videos, talked to my friends and a therapist and I think that I'm more secure now. Just a bit, I still have my shitty days, but I sure as fuck won't let people walk all over me like they used to do.

Some links you might find interesting:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uhl7EWb3VYI
http://www.socialanxietysupport.com/forum/f26/i-feel-like-i-cant-relate-to-people-51694/
http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20090929182918AAhsq6T
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Loner
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mplseWnUUKs

And this is a very relevant question by user Diane:

I just can't relate to other people my age. I don't understand why?

I'm a 14 year old girl. I'm quiet and I only speak when I have something to say. People are repelled by me for some reason. It's like I can't even express my interests without everyone within a 20 foot radius staring at me like I just grew a second head. I just can't relate to my peers. I get no enjoyment out of watching or playing sports. I can't talk about my favorite shows without people going up in arms about my far more advanced knowledge on the subject. I enjoy reading and writing more than watching television or playing video games. For the most part my opinion on things is ignored. I don't drop my problems on other people. I enjoy learning about the different cultures of the world. That seems to repel people as well. Gossip is a load of crap in my opinion. The only people that actually seem to like me are my teachers. I just don't understand it!

So this was today's blogpost.
I hope you all get confident in how you are and find happiness :)

– Vici

søndag den 28. juli 2013

Plague Inc Achievements Guide

Image source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Plague_Inc.



Plague Inc Achievements Guide


Symptom Combos

Oops: Sneezing + Diarrhea: Lowers productivity and increases awareness
Profuse Bleeding: Hemophilia + Skin Lesions: Infectivity++
Projectile Vomiting: Coughing + Vomiting: Infectivity
Public Defecation: Diarrhea + Insanity: Increase Research Speed (*** BEWARE ***)
Swine Flu: Nausea, Pneumonia, Vomiting, Diarrhea, Coughing, Sneezing, Insomnia, Paranoia, Livestock 1 & 2: Decrease Research Speed (10% increase in budget required for cure)
Walking Dead: Anemia + Insomnia: Decrease Research Speed

Necroa Virus Symptom Combos

Bath Time: Polyphagia + Autophagia + Cannibalism: Severity
Blood in the Air: Delirium + Hyperosmia: Severity
Boomer: Liquefied Organs + Authothysis: Severity
Cranial Dispersion: Cranial Elephantitis + Air 3: Transmission (?)
Tank: Anabolic Boost + Bone Dysplasia: Severity
Spitter: Naja Mortis + Enhanced Sensory Integration: Severity
Sprinter: Enhanced Movement Control(?) + Engorged Quadriceps: Severity
Walking Contradiction: Photophobia + Cathemeral Shift: Severity Decreased
Vampire Bat: Bat 2 + Vampiric Hunger: Severity; alerts zombies of nearby humans

source: http://www.deltaattack.com/2012/06/03/plague-inc-guide/


Plague Inc. Achievement Guide (UPDATED to v1.6.1)

Guide created by StarViruZ. Credits to all TouchArcade users (me too, nice to meet you whoever you are :P) who helped each other to discovered get all achievements. ///////////////////////////////// So, are a fanatic of Plague Inc. and want get all easter eggs? Well, this is for you! This is the ultimate guide to get all achievements (except "Is not another zombie game", this is impossible without hacking). Let's begin, some achievements are easy to get, some are really hard, and some are matter of luck. I recommend search with Ctrl+F if you only want get certain achievements. ///////////////////////////////// The End Plague (very easy): Just win a game if you are new :P Bottle Smasher (very easy): Try don't kill too fast the people and let a country lead the cure. It's more effective if you play Immune Plague. Evolve your disease (very easy): Did you win a game doing nothing? Just evolve any transmission, symptom or ability in a game. Unlock Virus disease type (normal): Win Bacteria on Normal or Brutal. If you can't win, Youtube is your friend. Unlock Fungus disease type (normal): Win Virus on Normal or Brutal. If you can't win, Youtube is your friend. Unlock Parasite disease type (normal): Win Fungus on Normal or Brutal. If you can't win, Youtube is your friend. Unlock Prion disease type (normal): Win Parasite on Normal or Brutal. If you can't win, Youtube is your friend. Unlock Nano-Virus disease type (normal): Win Prion on Normal or Brutal. If you can't win, Youtube is your friend. Unlock Bio-Weapon disease type (normal): Win Nano-Virus on Normal or Brutal. If you can't win, Youtube is your friend. Unlock Cheats (fairly hard): Win all Normal diseases on Brutal. I recommend to watch Youtube if you're not an scientist. Russian Nuclear Reliation (fairly hard): I recommend to play on Immune Plague because is longer this guide. 1. Start on any country 2. Evolve Drug 1 & 2 (required) and any transmission or ability to infect them all. 3. Evolve your disease and make it a little lethal (Max. 10%). Less lethal, more chance to get popups. 4. After months you must see a popup saying "USA president taken ill" 5. Then evolve only Insanity symptom and guess what? Spallin was elected instead of the vice president! 6. This is random. As soon as possible Spallin will threat China or Russia. You need to evolve Paralysis symptom. 7. Then Spallin will nuke China or Russia because the army are paralyzed huh? And you get the achievement. Congrats! Chinese Nuclear Reliation (fairly hard): I recommend to play on Immune Plague because is longer this guide. 1. Start on any country 2. Evolve Drug 1 & 2 (required) and any transmission or ability to infect 'em all. 3. Evolve your disease and make it a little lethal (Max. 10%). Less lethal, more chance to get popups. 4. After months you must see a popup saying "USA president taken ill" 5. Then evolve only Insanity symptom and guess what? Spallin was elected instead of the vice president! 6. This is random. As soon as possible Spallin will threat China or Russia. You need to evolve Paralysis symptom. 7. Then Spallin will nuke China or Russia because the army are paralyzed huh? And you get the achievement. Congrats! Plague in Space (fairly hard): I recommend to play on Immune Plague because is longer this guide. 1. Start on USA. 2. As soon as possible evolve Air 1 & 2, Water 1 & 2 and Extreme Bioaerosol. 3. Infect 'em all without symptoms 4. Evolve your disease increasing its severity (Min. 10%) but DON'T evolve lethal symptoms. More severe, more chance to get popups. 5. Soon a popup will appear saying "Gill Bates (creator of Nicrosoft :P) planning space cure mission". Keep evolving only non-lethal symptoms. 6. After months Gill Bates chooses "non-infected" men to the space mission. Make it lethal (Maximum 20% of lethality) and then those "non-infected" men will die because they're always infected! And you get the achievement. Congrats! Olympic Spoiler (easy but random): Gives chance to infect UK or increase its infection. You might see always the message "London Olympics mystery" but never happens, or yes? Well, 80% of games always appears that message, but only you have 10% of chance to have other message saying "London Olympics back on!". If you are lucky you just have evolved Drug I and success! Touchscreen Trash (easy but random): Most happens when the world is developing a cure, specially on Immune Plague happens almost all time. When iCure is going to release, wait some weeks. And when iCure launches globally, quickly evolve Sweating symptom (or Hyper salivation on Necroa virus) and that product will be a fiasco, sorry Apple. Oink oink (easy): Is Swine Flu combo. Evolve these symptoms: Nausea, Vomiting, Diarrhoea, Coughing, Pneumonia, Sneezing, Insomnia and also Livestock 1 & 2 transmissions. Effect: Takes longer the cure. Red Rain (easy): Is Profuse Bleeding combo. Evolve these symptoms: Haemophelia and Skin Lesions. Effect: Slightly increases lethality (cannot revert). Contaminated Package (easy): You need only evolve Blood 1 & 2, Insect 1 & 2 and Extreme Hematophagy transmissions and soon a message should appear about a "Contamined blood" on the nasty country to infect. Long shot (easy): Is Projectile Vomiting combo. Evolve these symptoms: Coughing and Vomiting. Effect: Slightly increases inefectivity. Brainzzzz (easy): Is Walking Dead combo. Evolve these symptoms: Insomnia and Anaemia. Effect: Decreases future research speed. Brown Streets (easy): Is Public Defecation combo. Evolve these symptoms: Diarrhoea and Insanity. Effect: Increases inefectivity but increases future research speed. Uh Oh (easy): Is Oops combo. Evolve these symptoms: Sneezing and Diarrhoea. Effect: Slightly increases inefectivity and severity and slows future research speed. Assuming Direct Control (easy): It's an alternative key to win enslaving the world. To do it, infect all people and evolve the symptom Transcendence. STALKERs delight (easy): Is required appears a random pop-up saying "New round of nuclear tests considered" and Insanity symptom evolved. It will happen when the world are dying slowly... Peer Pressure (easy): To make government investigate your disease before get 50% of world infected evolve only a symptom that increases very short severity (Coughing, Nausea, Rash, Anaemia) and soon angry mob will force investigate a mysterious disease for a simple and very common symptom. Cool huh? RMS Watch List (automatic): After time the world detected your disease, don't matter if harmless, severe or mortal (Max. 50% lethality), RMS will always put your disease on the blacklist. Trivia: Is the only achievement on Game Center with its own icon, pretty cool no? Trojan Horse (automatic): In Neurax Worm, even if you didn't evolve anything, when the native country is fully infected there's a high probability to find a Trojan plane icon. Unlike poping bubbles, you need drag-n-drop to infect any country you want. Worm food (easy): Win the game exterminating the humanity like any disease. Beware to don't evolve Transcendence symptom or you will enslave instead kill. Insane Bolt (fairly hard): End the game as soon as possible with Bacteria under a year. How? Follow this guide (may not work sometimes): 1. Play Bacteria on Casual. 2. Start in Saudi Arabia and devolve any lethal symptom. 3. Evolve Rash, Sweating and Skin Lesions. 4. Evolve transmission in the next order: Water 1, Insect 1, Air 1, Drug Resistance 1, Water 2, Insect 2 and Air 2. 5. Evolve Cold resistance 1 & 2. 6. Evolve Coughing, Sneezing, Nausea and Vomiting symptoms. 7. Wait until 4.5 billion people are infected, don't worry if all the countries are not yet infected 8. Say welcome mutations and evolve lethal symptoms in this order: Necrosis, Diarrhoea, Dysentery, Pulmonary Oedema, Pulmonary Fibrosis, Total organ failure, Hemorrahagic Shock and Internal Hemorrhaging. 9. Done. 9 of 10 success, make sure you were fast. Tank (easy): Do Tank combo in Necroa virus. Evolve: Bone Dysplasia and Anabolic Boost symptoms. Effect: Increases danger on zombies. Boomer (easy): Do Boomer combo in Necroa virus. Evolve: Autothysis symptom and Liquefied Organs ability. Effect: Increases danger on zombies. Spitter (easy): Do Spitter combo in Necroa virus. Evolve: Naja Mortis and Enhanced Sensorial Perception symptoms. Effect: Increases danger on zombies. Runner (easy): Do Runner combo in Necroa virus. Evolve: Enhanced Motor Control symptom and Engorged Quadriceps ability. Effect: Increases danger on zombies. Walking Contradiction (easy): Do Walking Contradiction combo in Necroa virus. Evolve: Photophobia and Cathameral Shift symptoms. Effect: Decreases danger on zombies. Flash Mob (easy): You need have evolved Cytophatic Reanimation symptom and Horde Instict ability. Then activate the Zombie horde Active Ability and a bubble will appear and drag-n-drop to the target country. I'll Be Back (easy): You need have evolved Cytophatic Reanimation symptom and Reanimation ability. Then activate draging-n-drop the Re-animate Active Ability to the target country. Is it a bird? (easy): Do Vampire Bat combo in Necroa virus. Evolve: Vampiric Hunger symptom and Bat 1 & 2 transmissions. Effect: Increases lethality, increases danger on zombies and increases chance to turn people on zombies. Use your head (easy): Do Cranial Dispersion combo in Necroa virus. Evolve: Cranial Elephantitis symptom and Air 3 transmission. Effect: Increases danger on zombies. Jaws (easy): Do Blood in the Air combo in Necroa virus. Evolve: Delirium and Hyperosmia. Effect: Increases danger on zombies. Not Another Zombie Game (greatly hard): Also known as NAZG, as the version 1.6.1 there's a guide and you must be fast. Also remember it's randomish (Credits to Botoshel). Use these genes to start: - Cytochrome Surge - Aerocyte - Creationist - Xerophile (Zombie gene not necessary because is NAZG) 1. Start on India. 2. Evolve Saliva 1, Zoonotic Shift and Bat 1. 3. This part is very RANDOM, you must check the news say "Colony of rabid bats triggers town evacuation". If after India is fully infected and you didn't get this notice, restart the game. 3. Devolve Bat 1. 4. Evolve Drug Resistance 1, Genetic Hardening and Gene ReShuffle 1 & 2. 5. Wait when news appear saying "WHO starts Rabies Eradication Initiative" and "Film about Rabies epidemic becomes global hit". If not, restart the game. 6. Evolve Gastrointestinal Expansion and Cold Resistance 1 & 2. 7. Wait until the world is fully infected without being detected. 8. Evolve the symptoms Insomia, Fever, Photophobia, Coma, Acute Encephalitis and Hyper Salivation. 9. Wait until a popup says "Is a form of Rabies" 10. Devolve Zoonotic Shift. Then the cure will be stopped because no link to rabies. 11. Kill the world! Congrats! You have beaten the most hardass achievement! The Glorious Dead (normal): Win the game eating Crazy Dave's brain and plants. Misunderstood? I mean win game with Necroa Virus. Remember try to destroy Z-Com as fast you can, but if we talk about Greenland or Iceland... Zombie horde :D Tasty (easy): Do Bath Time combo in Necroa virus. Evolve: Polyphagia, Autophagia and Cannibalism symptoms. Effect: Increases inefectivity and severity. Who needs DEET (easy but random): In Necroa Virus when you are in Zombie mode, sometimes appears a pop-up saying "Insect populatin boom". This increases zombie decay rate, but, if you evolve Insect transmission, Zombies will repel insects and zombie decay rate backs to normality and you win the achievement. Non Starter (hard): This achievement is only avalible on Necroa Virus and must follow all steps. If you fail at least one, you must try again. Recommended genes: - Cytochrome Surge - Aerocyte - Spliced Activation or ThermoNecro - Base Oxidisation - Hydrophile 1. Start Necroa Virus on Casual. 2. Start on USA. 3. Evolve fast Saliva 1 and Drug Resistance 1 under 60 days. 4. DarkWater pop-up must appear. If not, try again. 5. Do nothing and save DNA. If a symptom mutates, only devolve (Max. 2) if a few countries are infected. 6. After symptom mutation wait and when 60% cure is complete, evolve Insomnia, Fever, Photophobia, Delirium and Cytophatic Reanimation. 7. DON'T evolve anything! Except Zombie abilities if some countries aren't infected or having Z-Com troubles. 8. Wait until a pop-up appears: "DarkWater created Necroa Virus" Now remember what you must do. If you fail, restart the game. - Avoid USA Zombie population gets over 5 million, if happens, use Zombie Horde (you need Horde Pheromones evolved) to move them. - Avoid get the message "Authorities can't protect from USA" - Have minimum 30 DNA saved for the next steps. 9. After pop-up, evolve Segmented Genome to prevent Darkwater analyze Necroa Virus. 10. If a message appears "Darkwater fail to analyse Necroa Virus", you win the achievement and don't worry if you lose or quit the game. Dead End (hard): This achievement is only avalible on Necroa Virus and must follow all steps. If you fail at least one, you must try again. Recommended genes: - Cytochrome Surge - Aerocyte - Spliced Activation or ThermoNecro - Base Oxidisation - Hydrophile 1. Start Necroa Virus on Casual. 2. Start on USA. 3. Evolve fast Saliva 1 and Drug Resistance 1 under 60 days. 4. DarkWater pop-up must appear. If not, try again. 5. Do nothing and save DNA. If a symptom mutates, only devolve (Max. 2) if a few countries are infected. 6. After symptom mutation wait and when 60% cure is complete, evolve Insomnia, Fever, Photophobia, Delirium and Cytophatic Reanimation. 7. DON'T evolve anything! Except Zombie abilities if some countries aren't infected or having Z-Com troubles. 8. Wait until a pop-up appears: "DarkWater created Necroa Virus" Now remember what you must do. If you fail, restart the game. - Avoid USA Zombie population gets over 5 million, if happens, use Zombie Horde (you need Horde Pheromones evolved) to move them. - Avoid get the message "Authorities can't protect from USA" - Have minimum 30 DNA saved for the next steps. 9. Wait until another pop-up appears and let DarkWater analyzes Necroa Virus. 10. If DarkWater success analysis, evolve Genetic Hardening to prevent DarkWater find a weakness. 11. If a message appears "Darkwater fail to find Necroa Virus weakness", you win the achievement and don't worry if you lose or quit the game. Big Bang (harder): This achievement is only avalible on Necroa Virus and must follow all steps. If you fail at least one, you must try again. Recommended genes: - Cytochrome Surge - Aerocyte - Spliced Activation or ThermoNecro - Base Oxidisation - Hydrophile 1. Start Necroa Virus on Casual. 2. Start on USA. 3. Evolve fast Saliva 1 and Drug Resistance 1 under 60 days. 4. DarkWater pop-up must appear. If not, try again. 5. Do nothing and save DNA. If a symptom mutates, only devolve (Max. 2) if a few countries are infected. 6. After symptom mutation wait and when 60% cure is complete, evolve Insomnia, Fever, Photophobia, Delirium and Cytophatic Reanimation. 7. DON'T evolve anything! Except Zombie abilities if some countries aren't infected or having Z-Com troubles. 8. Wait until a pop-up appears: "DarkWater created Necroa Virus" Now remember what you must do. If you fail, restart the game. - Avoid USA Zombie population gets over 5 million, if happens, use Zombie Horde (you need Horde Pheromones evolved) to move them. - Avoid get the message "Authorities can't protect from USA" - Have minimum 70 DNA saved for the next steps. 9. Wait until another pop-up appears and let DarkWater analyzes Necroa Virus. 10. Wait for other pop-up and let DarkWater find a weakness. 11. If DarkWater found a weakness, evolve Anaerobic Resuscitation, Enhanced Motor Control, Peptide Surge, Acidic Refulx, Naja Mortis and Autothysis symptoms to kill DarkWater and avoid Z-REST developing. 12. If a message appears "Darkwater's Z-REST device a failure", you win the achievement and don't worry if you lose or quit the game. Getting Colder (hard): This achievement is only avalible on Necroa Virus and must follow all steps. If you fail at least one, you must try again. Recommended genes: - Cytochrome Surge - Aerocyte - Spliced Activation or ThermoNecro - Base Oxidisation - Hydrophile 1. Start Necroa Virus on Casual. 2. Start on Egypt. 3. Evolve fast Saliva 1 and Hot Resistance 1 under 60 days. 4. Giza pop-up must appear. If not, try again. 5. Do nothing and save DNA. If a symptom mutates, only devolve (Max. 2) if a few countries are infected. 6. After symptom mutation wait and when 60% cure is complete, evolve Insomnia, Fever, Photophobia, Delirium and Cytophatic Reanimation. 7. DON'T evolve anything! Except Zombie abilities if some countries aren't infected or having Z-Com troubles. 8. Wait until a pop-up appears: "Necroa Virus mayhave come from Pyramid of Giza" Now remember what you must do. If you fail, restart the game. - Avoid Egypt Zombie population gets over 4 million, if happens, use Zombie Horde (you need Horde Pheromones evolved) to move them. - Avoid get the message "Authorities can't protect from Egypt" - Have minimum 40 DNA saved for the next steps. 9. After the pop-up, devolve Hot 1 and evolve Cold 1 & 2 to disprove Giza link. 10. If a message appears "Necroa Virus disproves Giza link", you win the achievement and don't worry if you lose or quit the game. It's a Trap! (hard): This achievement is only avalible on Necroa Virus and must follow all steps. If you fail at least one, you must try again. Recommended genes: - Cytochrome Surge - Aerocyte - Spliced Activation or ThermoNecro - Base Oxidisation - Hydrophile 1. Start Necroa Virus on Casual. 2. Start on Egypt. 3. Evolve fast Saliva 1 and Hot Resistance 1 under 60 days. 4. Giza pop-up must appear. If not, try again. 5. Do nothing and save DNA. If a symptom mutates, only devolve (Max. 2) if a few countries are infected. 6. After symptom mutation wait and when 60% cure is complete, evolve Insomnia, Fever, Photophobia, Delirium and Cytophatic Reanimation. 7. DON'T evolve anything! Except Zombie abilities if some countries aren't infected or having Z-Com troubles. 8. Wait until a pop-up appears: "Necroa Virus may have come from Pyramid of Giza" Now remember what you must do. If you fail, restart the game. - Avoid Egypt Zombie population gets over 4 million, if happens, use Zombie Horde (you need Horde Pheromones evolved) to move them. - Avoid get the message "Authorities can't protect from Egypt" - Have minimum 50 DNA saved for the next steps. 9. Wait for other pop-up and let archeologists discover Giza link to Necroa Virus. 10. If there's link to Giza, evolve Cold Resistance 1 and Mummification ability. 11. If a message appears "Giza Pyramid expedition a failure", you win the achievement and don't worry if you lose or quit the game. Revenge of Osiris (harder): This achievement is only avalible on Necroa Virus and must follow all steps. If you fail at least one, you must try again. Recommended genes: - Cytochrome Surge - Aerocyte - Spliced Activation or ThermoNecro - Base Oxidisation - Hydrophile 1. Start Necroa Virus on Casual. 2. Start on Egypt. 3. Evolve fast Saliva 1 and Hot Resistance 1 under 60 days. 4. Giza pop-up must appear. If not, try again. 5. Do nothing and save DNA. If a symptom mutates, only devolve (Max. 2) if a few countries are infected. 6. After symptom mutation wait and when 60% cure is complete, evolve Insomnia, Fever, Photophobia, Delirium and Cytophatic Reanimation. 7. DON'T evolve anything! Except Zombie abilities if some countries aren't infected or having Z-Com troubles. 8. Wait until a pop-up appears: "Necroa Virus may have come from Pyramid of Giza" Now remember what you must do. If you fail, restart the game. - Avoid Egypt Zombie population gets over 4 million, if happens, use Zombie Horde (you need Horde Pheromones evolved) to move them. - Avoid get the message "Authorities can't protect from Egypt" - Have minimum 60 DNA saved for the next steps. 9. Ignore the pop-up to get Giza link. 10. Ignore the other pop-up to let archeologists investigate the pyramid. 11. After expedition, evolve Anaerobic Resuscitation, Enhanced Motor Control, Peptide Surge, Dermal Calcification and Cranial Elephantitis symptoms to kill all soldiers. 12. If a message appears "Giza findings cause major military loss", you win the achievement and don't worry if you lose or quit the game. Hide and Seek (hard): This achievement is only avalible on Necroa Virus and must follow all steps. If you fail at least one, you must try again. Recommended genes: - Cytochrome Surge - Aerocyte - Spliced Activation or ThermoNecro - Base Oxidisation - Xerophile 1. Start Necroa Virus on Casual. 2. Start on Ukranie. 3. Evolve fast Saliva 1 and Zoonotic Shift under 60 days. 4. Chernobyl pop-up must appear. If not, try again. 5. Do nothing and save DNA. If a symptom mutates, only devolve (Max. 2) if a few countries are infected. 6. After symptom mutation wait and when 60% cure is complete, evolve Insomnia, Fever, Photophobia, Delirium and Cytophatic Reanimation. 7. DON'T evolve anything! Except Zombie abilities if some countries aren't infected or having Z-Com troubles. 8. Wait until a pop-up appears: "Necroa Virus 'originated in Chernobyl'" Now remember what you must do. If you fail, restart the game. - Avoid Ukranie Zombie population gets over 3 million, if happens, use Zombie Horde (you need Horde Pheromones evolved) to move them. - Avoid get the message "Authorities can't protect from Ukranie" - Have minimum 30 DNA saved for the next steps. 9. After the pop-up, devolve Zoonotic Shift to stop animal infection. 10. If a message appears "Chernobyl animals not infected with Necroa Virus", you win the achievement and don't worry if you lose or quit the game. Test this! (hard): This achievement is only avalible on Necroa Virus and must follow all steps. If you fail at least one, you must try again. Recommended genes: - Cytochrome Surge - Aerocyte - Spliced Activation or ThermoNecro - Base Oxidisation - Xerophile 1. Start Necroa Virus on Casual. 2. Start on Ukranie. 3. Evolve fast Saliva 1 and Zoonotic Shift under 60 days. 4. Chernobyl pop-up must appear. If not, try again. 5. Do nothing and save DNA. If a symptom mutates, only devolve (Max. 2) if a few countries are infected. 6. After symptom mutation wait and when 60% cure is complete, evolve Insomnia, Fever, Photophobia, Delirium and Cytophatic Reanimation. 7. DON'T evolve anything! Except Zombie abilities if some countries aren't infected or having Z-Com troubles. 8. Wait until a pop-up appears: "Necroa Virus 'originated in Chernobyl'" Now remember what you must do. If you fail, restart the game. - Avoid Ukranie Zombie population gets over 3 million, if happens, use Zombie Horde (you need Horde Pheromones evolved) to move them. - Avoid get the message "Authorities can't protect from Ukranie" - Have minimum 50 DNA saved for the next steps. 9. After the pop-up, let Chernobyl capture infected animals. 10. After another pop-up, evolve Bat 2, Rodent 2 or Bird 2 transmissions to avoid animal tests. I recommend evolve Rodent 2 if you are low on DNA. 11. If a message appears "Tests on Chernobyl animals fail", you win the achievement and don't worry if you lose or quit the game. Breathe Deep (harder): This achievement is only avalible on Necroa Virus and must follow all steps. If you fail at least one, you must try again. Recommended genes: - Cytochrome Surge - Aerocyte - Spliced Activation or ThermoNecro - Base Oxidisation - Xerophile 1. Start Necroa Virus on Casual. 2. Start on Ukranie. 3. Evolve fast Saliva 1 and Zoonotic Shift under 60 days. 4. Chernobyl pop-up must appear. If not, try again. 5. Do nothing and save DNA. If a symptom mutates, only devolve (Max. 2) if a few countries are infected. 6. After symptom mutation wait and when 60% cure is complete, evolve Insomnia, Fever, Photophobia, Delirium and Cytophatic Reanimation. 7. DON'T evolve anything! Except Zombie abilities if some countries aren't infected or having Z-Com troubles. 8. Wait until a pop-up appears: "Necroa Virus 'originated in Chernobyl'" Now remember what you must do. If you fail, restart the game. - Avoid Ukranie Zombie population gets over 3 million, if happens, use Zombie Horde (you need Horde Pheromones evolved) to move them. - Avoid get the message "Authorities can't protect from Ukranie" - Have minimum 60 DNA saved for the next steps. 9. After the pop-up, ignore it and let special forces capture animals. 10. After other pop-up, ignore again to animal tests success. 11. After other pop-up, don't ignore it and evolve Air 3 from Blood 1 & 2 and Air 1 & 2 transmissions to infect Chernobyl team. 12. If a message appears "Chernobyl animal autopsy compromises lab", you win the achievement and don't worry if you lose or quit the game. Due Diligence (hard): This achievement is only avalible on Necroa Virus and must follow all steps. If you fail at least one, you must try again. Recommended genes: - ATP Boost - Aerocyte - Spliced Activation or ThermoNecro - Base Oxidisation - Xerophile 1. Start Necroa Virus on Casual. 2. Start on UK. 3. Evolve fast Saliva 1 and Segmented Genome under 60 days (I discovered this :D). 4. PfiGlax pop-up must appear. If not, try again. 5. Do nothing and save DNA. If a symptom mutates, only devolve (Max. 2) if a few countries are infected. 6. After symptom mutation wait and when 60% cure is complete, evolve Insomnia, Fever, Photophobia, Delirium and Cytophatic Reanimation. 7. DON'T evolve anything! Except Zombie abilities if some countries aren't infected or having Z-Com troubles. 8. Wait until a pop-up appears: "PfiGlax linked to Necroa Virus" Now remember what you must do. If you fail, restart the game. - Avoid UK Zombie population gets over 4 million, if happens, use Zombie Horde (you need Horde Pheromones evolved) to move them. - Avoid get the message "Authorities can't protect from UK" - Have minimum 40 DNA saved for the next steps. 9. When got pop-up, evolve Genetic ReShuffle 1 & 2 to have no relation with AIDS cure. 10. If a message appears "No PfiGlax link to Necroa Virus", you win the achievement and don't worry if you lose or quit the game. Banana Skin (hard): This achievement is only avalible on Necroa Virus and must follow all steps. If you fail at least one, you must try again. Recommended genes: - ATP Boost - Aerocyte - Spliced Activation or ThermoNecro - Base Oxidisation - Xerophile 1. Start Necroa Virus on Casual. 2. Start on UK. 3. Evolve fast Saliva 1 and Segmented Genome under 60 days (I discovered this :D). 4. PfiGlax pop-up must appear. If not, try again. 5. Do nothing and save DNA. If a symptom mutates, only devolve (Max. 2) if a few countries are infected. 6. After symptom mutation wait and when 60% cure is complete, evolve Insomnia, Fever, Photophobia, Delirium and Cytophatic Reanimation. 7. DON'T evolve anything! Except Zombie abilities if some countries aren't infected or having Z-Com troubles. 8. Wait until a pop-up appears: "PfiGlax linked to Necroa Virus" Now remember what you must do. If you fail, restart the game. - Avoid UK Zombie population gets over 4 million, if happens, use Zombie Horde (you need Horde Pheromones evolved) to move them. - Avoid get the message "Authorities can't protect from UK" - Have minimum 60 DNA saved for the next steps. 9. Ignore the pop-up to have link to AIDS cure. 10. After get other pop-up, evolve Autolytic Delay, Putrefactive Resistance and Liquefactive Resistance abilities to avoid genetic modifications to Necroa Virus. 11. If a message appears "PfiGlax fails to manipulate Necroa Virus", you win the achievement and don't worry if you lose or quit the game. Don't Ask Me (harder): This achievement is only avalible on Necroa Virus and must follow all steps. If you fail at least one, you must try again. Recommended genes: - ATP Boost - Aerocyte - Spliced Activation or ThermoNecro - Base Oxidisation - Xerophile 1. Start Necroa Virus on Casual. 2. Start on UK. 3. Evolve fast Saliva 1 and Segmented Genome under 60 days (I discovered this :D). 4. PfiGlax pop-up must appear. If not, try again. 5. Do nothing and save DNA. If a symptom mutates, only devolve (Max. 2) if a few countries are infected. 6. After symptom mutation wait and when 60% cure is complete, evolve Insomnia, Fever, Photophobia, Delirium and Cytophatic Reanimation. 7. DON'T evolve anything! Except Zombie abilities if some countries aren't infected or having Z-Com troubles. 8. Wait until a pop-up appears: "PfiGlax linked to Necroa Virus" Now remember what you must do. If you fail, restart the game. - Avoid UK Zombie population gets over 4 million, if happens, use Zombie Horde (you need Horde Pheromones evolved) to move them. - Avoid get the message "Authorities can't protect from UK" - Have minimum 50 DNA saved for the next steps. 9. Don't do anything after pop-up and let PfiGlax find link to AIDS cure. 10. After another pop-up, ignore it to let PfiGlax start genetic modification project. 11. When got other pop-up, evolve Hot 1, Cold 1 and Mummification abilities to sabotage PfiGlax project and prevent increasing zombie decay rate. 12. If a message appears "PfiGlax modification project fails", you win the achievement and don't worry if you lose or quit the game. Patient Who? (very hard): Not discovered. Stay tunned! Is something related to Outbreak movie and maybe should spend DNA on stuff from random CDC messages. Also getting discovered as soon as possible with no much people infected. But these theories are not confirmated yet...


source: 
user StarViruZ on AppAddict
http://www.appaddict.org/forum/index.php?/topic/980-guide-to-get-all-plague-inc-achievements/
https://www.dropbox.com/s/qyg08p9opwpevde/Plague%20Inc..txt

søndag den 23. juni 2013

Bipolar + rape post



Hi. This is a whiny rant, sorry, but I feel really down and I want to get my self together. This feels like a knife in my stomach. This is my medium and I feel like writing.
I am starting to feel like I am bipolar. Or something else might be wrong with me. I change emotions rapidly, and I don't remember it all when it happens. My emotions are like a rollercoaster, and the highs can be very fun indeed, but they're pretty... manic. I sometimes feel like I am watching myself form the outside world. I don't own my body.

I'm sitting in my room behind a locked door and crying my eyes out on my bed. I have 8% battery left on my laptop so I'll try to be quick here.
I feel like I am nobody, like I will never accomplish anything in my life. I am sick, twisted, fucked up, retarded, naive, selfish and immature. I am an abortion. I am that left behind dead child laying on the pavement. Nobody likes me, nobody wants me. I can't do anything right. I don't understand anybody and they don't understand me. I have been alienated. I wonder why I haven't been killed yet.

I am fucking angry all the time and I am disgusted by myself. What if I could just get away? What if I could travel away from this world I live in and be completely anonymous? I want to be free. I can't. Because I am a girl. I have to be sheltered and protected by all means. I have to "fit in" the typical girl stereotype - but I don't. That's not who I am, I hang with boys, I'm into weird stuff, I love darkness, I love rawness, I listen to different music... Apparently that's dangerous.
I just had a major discussion about how I shouldn't meet with a lot of guys (being the only girl) and how I'm stupid and could get raped. How about boys NOT raping? Why should I cover myself, stay inside, shut myself down because some boys are complete idiots who can't behave?
I want to enjoy life. I want to chill with my guys and be myself and have fun.

We also discussed bad experiences; they say I should avoid bad experiences while I say that we can all learn from them and we all go through them, to some extent. I'm not talking about rape, murder, violence etc., but the smaller things, it's like learning how to ride a bicycle/burning yourself on the fire - you learn it through your own experience, not someone else's.
I burned myself. I feel from the bike. I've been "backstabbed". I've lost friends. I lost a wallet once. I've gotten a ticket. I've arrived too late at an exam. I've lied and been lied to. I've cheated. I've forgotten my code. All of these experiences are bad, but the positive thing is, you learn from them. I want to have (minor) bad experiences that I can learn from. I can't be a "princess" wrapped in fucking bubble wrap all my life. Life is unfair and it sucks at many points. Get over it.
Are my views that wrong?

søndag den 16. juni 2013

It's spreading!


Music playing: This lounge collection: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l8EDZJel1Ig
+ What U See (Is What Get) by Britney Spears, I Knew You Were Trouble by Taylor Swift and School by Calvin Harris

Some time ago, probably a year or so, I became interested in pandemics. I watched Contagion at the cinema, Outbreak at home, played Pandemic 1 & 2 and downloaded Plague Inc app for iPhone. At lot of people think it's creepy but I find is fascinating, not because I want to kill everybody in the world, lol.
Plague Inc is awesome, yet also frightening and somewhat realistic (except the zombie thang and neurax worm, for now... I actually don't know if nanobots are real). It cost me around 7 DKK and I've still haven't gotten all the achievements yet, even though I've been playing for many many many months and it has made me happy and pissed me off several times.
Wiki: "It was #1 paid app for both iPhone and iPad in the U.S. for two weeks after launch [13]IGN said that "Killing billions has never been so fun".[14] Toucharcade said that "Plague Inc. will snag your attention in all the right ways and keep it there"[15] In December 2012,Plague Inc. was one of five games nominated for Best Strategy Game in IGN's Game of the Year 2012, both for mobile and for all platforms."

Right now I've gotten 36/53 achievements and I'm missing:
Russian Nuclear Retaliation
Chinese Nuclear Retaliation
Tank
Boomer
Spitter
Is it a bird?
Use your head
Not Another Zombie Game
Who Needs DEET
Non Starter
Dead End
Big Bang
Getting Colder
Revenge of Osiris
Hide And Seek
Test this!
Breathe Deep

I wanna talk about some of the other achievements too, guys:
The End Plague: fuck that's easy. if you can't do this you shouldn't have a smartphone.
All the Unlocks: harder, but fun once you win them all.
Plague In Space: actually not that hard once you think it through.
Brown Streets: lol
Oops combo: hahahaha omg
Insane Bolt: INFECTIVITY! NECROSIS BITCH
Flash Mob: what is this; thriller mob again?
Is It A Bird? Vampire Bat combo: how the fuck. i've tried with the bats and the blood. aint that a vampire bat??
Jaws: apparently something about zombies.
Not Another Zombie Game: FUCK THIS ONE. i've been trying to get this but it's IMPOSSIBLE
Revenge of Osiris: sounds fucking sweet. can't get it.
Nuclear Ret.: I will get you one day.

And the plague types:
Bacteria: it's cute
Virus: this fucker mutates all the time
Fungus: this. spreads. slowly.
Parasite: ok
Prion: very subtle and hard to cure :)
Nano-virus: no. no. NO.
Bio-weapon: OMG NO. NO. NO.
Neurax Worm: i think this is almost the easiest one. you don't have to kill people and you can control some planes. it's fun to get people to worship the worm. the worm illustrations are sweeet.
Necroa Virus: fuuuck this is a weird game. you can also win the game even when cure is 100%. the zombie illustrations are hella neat.
Immune Plague: sweet
Hidden Plague: okay
Unlimited Plague: orgasm

tirsdag den 4. juni 2013

Moving up

Music playing: 
I Want Your Love by Chic, Lounge Beats 8 by DJ Paulo Arruda and Get Lucky by Daft Punk


!Hola everyone!

It's been such a long time since I've taken time to actually sit down and write something just for the pleasure of collecting my thoughts. I've started to think about using blogger, youtube and tumblr more, because I love the internet and the free, quick and easy communication it provides. Of course, there are people who don't like what I post, but to them I say, feel free to go fuck yourselves... at least that will bring someone joy. I have some thousand views on my youtube, blogger and many followers on tumblr so I thought I could use these wonderful platforms to create discussion and openness about my life and not just leave them to dry out in a binary way. So my title is finally coming to use: Vici's Life in Binary!

There has happened fucked up things, great things, new things, frustrating things and things are gonna happen in the next couple of years that I'm nervous about, but that's another discussion.
I've also thought about getting a little notebook or jar to write good things in/things I'm thankful for.
Sometimes life can seem sad and lifeless, and I thought that might be a good idea to reflect (as Giddens, Bauman & Beck said it, we live in the late modernity haha) on life in general. I've also downloaded a lot of Depeche Mode, lounge music and Daft Punk lately. And also Dido because I like her voice, and the soundtrack from Contagion by Cliff Martinez because it's CREEPY AS FUCK. It just crawls under my skin.

I've met a lot of nice people IRL and on the interwebz, and that is surely great. Especially the chicks, they just keep coming.

Chrimsu visited last week (friday-saturday) because of Distortion and he slept in our living room. I was actually a bit nervous when he couldn't text me back, but then he showed up with bloody feet and everything's was alright. He was wearing high black buffalos, a long white raincoat, pink clothes and rocking blue hurr. It was really nice talking to him!

My class is about to order the "student wagon" for 3.g (last year in high school) but I don't feel excited at all. I feel like I'm getting dumber each day and that I have achieved nothing and therefore don't deserve to celebrate all the time. I've also stopped getting very drunk at parties because I feel that it ruins me from the inside and out and that it's expensive and overrated. But that's just my POV, I don't judge people unless they force others to do stuff.

At the moment I've been studying for religion exam (which in on thursday!!) and I've read and read and read and... fucking tried to remember everything from Religion in general, Islam, Christianity, Buddhism and Religion criticism. I like religion, I would've liked to have it next year too, but we're gonna have, um... mythology? Yeah, and I can't use that in real life, can I? I don't know if I believe in anything, I've been raised catholic, but I feel like I'm a mixture of agnostic/buddhist/protestant/ and I keep changing my mind through experiences. But I will always "believe" in treating others the way I'd like to be treated.
I've also got to return the traditional and necessary SRO, about 14 pages, about hooliganism in the book The Football Factory. I haven't really started yet because I'm reading all the background material and it is so confusing. I can't even sleep and when I'm thinking of it  my stomach hurts!
I also have to return a synopsis for AT7 and present it. I'm writing about young people and plastic surgery and why they choose it/the effects of it.
And, last, I have to take part in the danish test, and I was kicking ass in that once, but now I apparently suck at it, so I will hope for 4-7 as highest grade.

After that I will design two tattoos for my two friends, Muffin and Dub Dub Rhino, which will certainly be interesting. Lots of roses involved, of course.
When the summer is over, I will be moving up, up to a new grade, the final one in high school in DK that is. I think I'll apply for design school in CPH if I ever get that good, because as I see it there are only 3 things I'm good at:

  • being creative as fuck
  • drawing clothes, furniture, buildings etc
  • looking fab on pictures
  • being overly introvert... oops that's not a good thing these days, sorry!

So that's it. I'm carefully planning the days and enjoying the hot hot hot days when I can :) Oh, and I also bought a nude nail polish and a nude lipstick. Because I dig nude now!
Smell u l8r 

 – Lé Vici 

torsdag den 25. oktober 2012

group work

i am an "all or nothing" person and a lot of people just can't deal with that. i've seen that yesterday. i don't know if i should be sorry or feel better. it always seems like people either love me or hate me... admire me or despise me. i wish there was something between that. especially the hate i get, just because i don't like to do things the half-assed way... why is it so hard to make an effort? why should i be judged as a person on the way i work? in the end, this is for yourself, not for me. i want my work to match a certain standard, a standard which is rarely seen today... and when i fail, i kick myself for it... for days, weeks, years... so i especially don't like failing on purpose. i don't like dragging people down or being dragged down with them. i just want it to go up, and if we go down, we better damn learn from it. i reach for perfection, not lazy, repeatable, avoidable mistakes. "if something's worth doing, it's worth doing well". cheers. i just don't fancy all group work. goodnight. /rant over. vici out./